This ramadhan started with a bad news. My entire ramadhan became so weak and I had a struggle with my mind and honestly I could have performed better. Whatever amal I did this year was worst than before, which wasn't good enough and idk hm. May Allah forgives us. I believe in Qada' and Qadr but maybe I haven't had courage to forgive him at this moment. O' Allah please help your slave.
Say, "He is Allah, [who is] One. Allah, the Eternal Refuge. He neither begets nor is born, Nor is there to Him any equivalent."
