Tahlil arwah Pak Lang

My parents and I came to Farahiyah's home before maghrib. Encik, mak ngah Ne and I arranged sajadahs so that it would be easier for the guest also the host to perform our prayer in jamaah. After that, we did tahlil for Pak Lang. At first, Aicu made an emotional speech about the day of Pak Lang's death. We read yasin (the heart of Al-Quran). Then, we did some dzikrullah and duas. May الله bless and ease him in the afterlife, آمين. 

As usual, we had various delicious food for dinner. الحمد لله. Later on, January's birthday celebration time! 🎂. Including encik, baby, kak ngah and etcetera 😊

Confused in choosing life career

Met with Dhiya for catch up session and QnA about architecture. I wanted to pursue study in interior design but after discussing with a few people who have experience in this field and thinking about my passion, I am actually more to archi. Therefore, I need to rethink and wait for the results to come out. It's on 2nd february 😭. I thought we just started the year! Time is faster as soon as we get older indeed.

Ramadhan terakhir

This ramadhan started with a bad news. My entire ramadhan became so weak and I had a struggle with my mind and honestly I could have performed better. Whatever amal I did this year was worst than before, which wasn't good enough and idk hm. May Allah forgives us. I believe in Qada' and Qadr but maybe I haven't had courage to forgive him at this moment. O' Allah please help your slave.